Thursday, October 21, 2010

........civilian chicks

so i just hate when girls complain about not being able to see their boyfriends for the next 2 days or when he goes out of town for a few days i just want to shake them and say "hey suck it up" and then i have to hear crap like he didnt text me back and blah whatever else, hey seriously what are we military wifes fiancées and grirlfriends suppose to say then our men are gone more then they are home were lucky if we get 1 phone call within 1 month during a deployment were lucky if we get to talk to our men for more then 5 minutes were lucky if we get an email with just a simple "im okay"...... and were lucky if we cam have a skype conversation without the internet connection breaking down ....... and we dont bitch about it 24/7 certain people have no clue what we have to go thru sometimes how hard a relationship or a marriage can be because of military issues but thru love doesnt know distance still im sick of all this drama about 15 year old chicks crying about their boytoys seriously get a life learn what loving someone really means a realthionship with a MARINE, SOLDIER, SAILOR or AIRMAN isnt what people think like easy and paradise its hard and it takes a strong woman to love a military man

i love my MARINE

SEMPER FI. ♥

2 month 3 weeks && 6 days

2 month 3 weeks && 6 days since he left.... it feels more like 5 month 3 weeks && 6 days!!!
this deployment is going by so slow... :( and it seems like one day is worse then the other.
good days and bad days thats what other people keep telling me it just seems like there are way more bad days then good days!!! but in the end every single day will be absolutely worth it......
i so cant wait till he comes home we have so many plans :) i so cant wait yaaaay :)
but first he has to come home from Afghanistan....i miss him soooo much all his craziness and random moments 
the funny things he does and especially the tripping over his boots every single day.... 
well actually i think this deplyoment is a good opportunity to gain experience and it shows how strong LOVE really can be we sure had our ups and downs in the last time more downs then ups but we always managed to work things out :) THANK GOD !!!........
we went thru so much together and it sure is a once in a lifetime chance to find someone like him he has his moods and his temper but besides that he is the best FIANCÉ in the world its crazy now thinking about a future without each other we grew so close  i never really thought it would be like that........... so perfect long therm engaged etc. even how this all began was kind of crazy but he was fighting for me ;) and he did a really great job :) oh well....anyways .... he called yesterday it was so good to hear his voice again even tho he was in a bad mood and really sad :( but i made him laugh and smile and made him feel a little better :)  i wish he could be here right now all i have right now is his dogtags and his picture................ and of course half of his closet :))))) ♥ lol i ♥ u ALEXANDER !!!!










JERSEY SHORE SEASON FINALE TONIIIIIIGHT
yaaaay ♥ so cant wait!!!!!